It's been quite a while since I've actually submitted anything or touched DA. Its funny, so much has changed in my life yet in many ways I still feel the same. Guess growing up is over-rated

Mood: Thoughtful
Listening to: Little Richard - Tutti Fruiti

Not a whole lot going on. Been spending as much time as I can lately with Lauren which is nice, but its not even enough yet. Also just got a new cellphone which I've already made a decent usage of. Its pretty sweet though Im wondering if I did the right thing...

I think my voice here at DA is going silent, I just don't have anything to show (or say) anymore. I don't even know if its something I want to fix.

Well, things have changed. I'm now going out with Lauren, who is a really amazing girl. We're so alike in so many ways, but we have a few differences too. Enough that it makes life interesting, almost exciting even though I'm sure those differences will fuel quite a few arguments once we get more comfortable with each other.

Its funny though, I saw her Sunday night and I talk to her every night on the phone but I really miss her even still. I've hung out with her like four times, yet I feel I know her so well. I feel like being away from her is just wrong, and she felt so right in my hands, against my chest. :/ I really do miss her.

So, I started on my Christmas shopping this afternoon and got it basically all done. I need to find something for Hannah and Lauren, both are kinda tough cookies. Lauren suggested getting some charms for her Italian charm bracelet but I haven't been happy with the ones I've found so far. I'm sure I'll find something, especially since I've got even more time now since she won't be coming up next Friday

Otherwise, life goes well. Work is enjoyable, if at times highly frustrating. It pays the bills and every day I really do learn something new, so no matter what the aggrevation its worth the cost. My roommate and I are getting along pretty well, though there's been some tension lately. At times he can act extremely...immature. I think he does it as "hangin with the guys" deal but, it just comes off wrong. I've never been that type of guy to hang out with, guess its just a different mentality. No real problem though, just an observation and everyone starts to rub after three or four months of close contact

Well, things have certainly started looking up. Not quite sure where its going to go, but no matter what it will be fun, interesting, and def. worth my time.

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss